3/25 - Seeing right through people’s insecurities

Today was another day of just having insane ideas, but also making a lot of progress and getting a lot of the creative work done.

It feels like a lot and I’m honestly just praying for god to give me strength each step of the way and I think he is.

I also feel like something big is coming. I feel it in my soul.

Also, I can see right through people and their insecurities now. I was on a call and my coworker said something about another previous coworker, basically calling him dumb. But tbh it’s just his own insecurity of needing validation popping up. That’s how he gets validation even in negative ways. But literally I spoke up and said what I needed to say, and literally agreed with the ex- coworkers idea and now we’re doing it. This guy literally made fun of that other guy’s idea, and now we’re doing it, Lololol like the irony of this is insane.

To think I was scared of this one coworkers opinions at one point, but it’s crazy now. I feel like I have a whole new lense. I feel that for a lot of things. Even the stuff my cousin was saying yesterday. Like I can spot the negatives in seconds because I’ve healed from it. and now I can spot the negatives in this coworkers confidence too because I moved beyond it

I part of me is slightly scared that one of this doesn’t work out. I do have a 5% doubt, but also belive in myself the 95%, and I know what I’m made of. If anything the 5% doubt is encouraging me to think EVEN bigger and make sure I succeed because I already know I will.

And again I have a feeling this launch is going to change my life. I see it coming.

I’m off my routine again just super focused on this launch.

Intuiton - I will succeed. It’s literally me. I know my power.

7/10 - Working away tbh