3/27 - finding peace in chaos

I feel less anxiety/pressure and more at peace today. I did wake up early and start working early. But instead of feeling “rushed”, I took a step back and just accepted that it’ll get done. Also accepted that I can put all my love into the project and try my best and then it’s in god’s hands. Whatever happens is it in god’s hands, even if it doesn’t work out, maybe it just wasn’t meant to be. Maybe there is something better in store for me, maybe there’s something I still need to learn. 

So yes, I have confidence in my skills and the energy I’m putting in but the outcome is beyond my control. I’ve detached from the results of the outcome. 

And honestly that’s why I think my just date campaign was so successful. I had no expectations from it. 


Also feel like I’m ready to start dating again, but idk if it’s too soon. Idk if I should focus on my dreams a little more first. Or if I’m just scared. Part of me is like someone will find me in any way.