4/9 - Having the urge to speak my truth

Lately I’ve just been having the urge to speak my truth and just no longer care about people’s opinions. Initially I was going to wake up early to post the caption from yesterday, but I haven’t quite settled on what direction I want to take. There are multiple. Idk what’s going to stay true to me and also motivate other people or idk if I should just post a basic caption.

But I just feel allergic to keeping things in. Like I just can’t anymore. It truly feels suffocating.

After dropping mom off today, I realized we had an early meeting for work. Some game show thing, tbh it was kind of fun. And then had a couple of other meetings back to back.

Went to go pick my mom off, and we watched our daily TV. Felt productive and even did my everything shower, walked my 10k steps, blow-dried my hair, even went to my friend’s house to print out some things and yapped with her on how ridiculous the group chat is being.

Also feel like my health is improving, knock on wood. I don’t feel my afternoon crashes anymore, and still feel like I have energy to do things. Have been staying up late to get work done, don’t have to rush to the bathroom, and just overall have been feeling better too.

ALSOOO i think I found my tedx topic! “It’s a test!” I realized that’s literally the one hard practice I’ve been using my whole life, where I make everything I don’t want to do a test and that enables a growth mindset and switches something from being a threat to a challenge.

8/10 - A bit more of a peaceful day and got a lot of things that I wanted to get done.

Intuiton - I do need to speak my truth. That’s when my blessings will come in. That’s when I’ll level up.

Energy:
30% - working
30% - being productive
20% - debriefing