10/26 - feeling comfortable in my own skin

I woke up feeling really overwhelmed with just too much screen time and no nature. Especially with the drama in the friend group, so I started my day with my walk and it felt so good. I really think my nature walks are what are keeping me sane. And the sunlight hitting my face just really makes me feel at peace.

And then later in the day M and I went to a pumpkin farm and honestly it was a lot of fun!

lolol the goal for our pumpkin trip was to take some cute pictures, so we spent an hour doing that before we explored Bengenton’s.

We got there late, so our experience was in the nighttime and honestly 10/10 recommend it. It was so more vibey with the lights. There weren’t that many kids and it was just more calmer.

Last time I came here was with V, and tbh I had a terrible time. He just wanted to do everything his way. So it was nice to rewrite this experience too.

I’m really starting to think that my best memories have been by myself or with a friend.

And overall, today, I was just really comfortable in my skin. I can see my confidence increasing day by day. Just comfortable being me.

We ended the night with Taco Bell and listening to Punjabi music on our way home and honestly it was really wholesome. Especially after all the drama from yesterday.

8/10 - wholesome