3/7 - They probably deserved it.

I woke up feeling even more stronger, and honestly even more in tune with myself. I convinced myself that literally everyone gets their karma, so even if I did something bad to someone they probably deserve it. This made me feel better in releasing all the guilt I was feeling.

Needed to get a lot done today. I’m having a photoshoot with my friend B tomorrow, so made a whole to do list after dropping mom off but honestly it ended up derailing the rest of the day. My body was exhausted, so I did sleep in a bit more after coming home from dropping mom off, and then work ended up taking a lot of my type. There’s a lot going on, so just trying to power through it all and remember that I’m almost done with it.

My boss decided to add his comments only for me to literally prove him wrong in 2 minutes. I’m really starting to get annoyed with his incompetency.

And then back to my reflection from yesterday, for some reason I have so much more patience today because it truly feels like everything I want is mine. It’s meant for me.

During the middle of the day, I had another work emergency where my other coworker decided that the sale we were going to run can’t happen anymore and that threw off my plans to go shopping for an outfit later tonight. For a hot second, I did have a lot of anxiety because I thought I needed to fix everything by myself in less than a hour and I was already overwhelmed with work.

Anyways, decided to try on the outfits I got from amazon. My room is a mess at the moment and I still don’t have an outfit that I love, so going to go shopping tomorrow morning. Managed to get my 10k steps in and curl my hair. Also still need to get my eyebrows done tomorrow.

At night I forgot that the coworker that I kind of have a problem with was literally at a block party while I was over here freaking out. I knew she wasn’t online but I have her IG muted, so didn’t really see it. Tbh she’s really getting on my nerves. The ONLY thing that’s literally stopping me from firing her is that I don’t want it to bite me back in the ass. I feel like that’s my fear talking though and it’s pissing me off more and more because honestly she sucks at her job. I can’t keep someone on before I’m scared of karma. Like at this point, it’s whatever, and my gut is telling me that I need to deal with her.

Also got closer to the thing I’ve been wanting, so feel more at peace.

7/10 - Very hectic day overall but my moral feels better

Intuition - I need to fire this coworker. She literally sucks, and me firing her is probably someone she deserves. If it’s in my karma, I guess I’ll get it too.