11/27 - Some people never change

Some people honestly just never accept when they’re wrong and just dig themselves in a deeper hole.

This had me re-questioning what kind of person I want to be. I don’t want to be that person. Yesterday was that where I claimed I was in my “did I shutter” era. But the truth is no one likes those people. Everyone thinks of them as bitch. Male or female, doesn’t matter. Those people are blind their own mistakes.

I’m honestly not so sure anymore on what future me would look like.

Current me - is a softy when I need to be but doesn’t let people walk over me. Like I’m not stupid, I know what they do. I do have boundaries on when I’m done. But I also know how to use emotions in my favor rather than fighting.

Maybe I need to start with things I don’t like about myself or things I’m jealous about in other people. Maybe that’ll give me more insights.

Besides that, literally I just spent today working. Idek where the day went.

Intuition - I do need to incorporate the don’t mess with me attitude, but with the right people. Right now, I’m a little too soft sometimes.