12/7 - finding my spark again
I’m leaving for SF tomorrow, so slept in and was on a mission to get everything in my to do list done. I usually stress the night before going to the airport and barely get any sleep, so I was really trying to prepare this time and genuinely avoid the stress. Basically was trying to overcome my traveling anxiety.
While I was running errands I was helping a friend that was feeling upset in her relationship and helping her realize why she needs to prioritize herself and at that moment I realized how happy I was and how much I appreciated my current life and just felt so thankful that I was done with that phase of being heart broken. Today, I actually felt like I was over all my exes and have truly moved on.
I got out of Khol’s and just couldn’t help but stare at the sunset, it was so beautiful and appreciating it by myself made it 10x better. I was playing my favorite songs and singing on the top of my lungs.
Overall, I just caught myself having the best time of my life, being happy, and feeling my spark multiple times today.
10/10 - Feeling my spark after years it feels like because I don’t remember the last time I was happy single.
Intuition - This is the person I’m meant to be. I am becoming my highest self. It feels right.