12/20 - Coping with humor

Still woke up sick but felt much better after taking my mediation, so still spent the morning recovering from being weak. Also crazy to think I haven’t gotten any steps in for over a week, especially after I came back from SF.

Anyways, my boss came back to me with what our work lawyer said and it’s not looking too good, so I decided to contact another lawyer.

I’m honestly starting to make peace with literally anything could happen in my life, and lol honestly even coping with it with humor.

Idk if me being okay with other outcomes and visually seeing it is manifesting that outcome though. I’ve always been torn about that. Should I stick to the outcome I think I want?

Idk what to do as far as manifesting tbh. I think me being okay with another outcome is also me just trying to cope with it and understand that I can handle anything that comes my way because the universe has my back.

For dating - I have to remember to not give into fear or limiting beliefs and just continue to do what’s right for me. The universe will support me and my time will come. I need to stay calm.

Besides that, my room is a shit show, but haven’t had energy to really deep clean.

6/10 - Feel a little disappointed hearing the news, but for some reason I don’t have that much anxiety. I’ve accepted whatever happens happens.

Intuition - Basically need to detach from the outcome. I just need to plan 2025 like I already have the thing I want. Even though there’s like a part of me that keeps pulling me back to reality, but I just got to push through and keep being delulu tbh.