2/28 - Envisioning myself traveling

I have this new found respect for people that suck at creating content but keep going because I know they’re determined and there’s nothing thats going to stop them from getting what they want as long as they keep going. They continue to get better even 1% everyday. So I really need to get over my perfection syndrome and just continue making content.

Success comes from consistency not luck

I do feel like I’m getting closer to my dreams, even when I don’t see progress or success. I made it a step further than last time. Same with fitness. It literally took me 8 years to figure out what worked in 6 months. But I didn’t give up. 

I’m also trying to rewire my brain to be like the fact that I keep thinking about N doesn’t mean I still like him, he’s probably thinking of me. Which is what I actually feel, and it’s only because I feel people’s energy and know when they think of me. The only thing is why now? Why not a year ago?

Another new found hobby that I started today is really manifesting the places I want to go like I’ve already been, so it’s more of a memory and less of a dream. I’m convinced if I stop giving it energy and just think of my life as someone that travels, that’s exactly what’s going to happen. At night, I grabbed a bowl of ice cream and just started watching videos of places in India, Switzerland, and etc. It was fun and watching the “walking videos” really made me move out of a place of lack.

Besides that honestly today was just spent working.

8/10 - A very chill end to my day

Intuiton - I’m on the right path to rewire my brain and align more with my “future” self than past self.