3/11 - Good Karma
I finally told my coworker, and honestly the conversation went completely different than I expected. I went into it thinking I was going to be strict, but seeing her face a little scared made me switch up my tone to just talking to her like a friend, and honestly I feel much better about it.
The way I had the conversation with her feels like me. It feels like I told her what I needed to tell her, got my point across, and was just genuine. She could tell it’s not something I wanted to talk about and it was coming from a place of okay look, we need to address this.
And honestly I don’t know if things are going to change with her, I’m hoping they will. But I know I feel at peace now. Sometimes you just need to have a heart to heart, even in a professional setting. I feel like I racked up good karma by just saying I support her dreams, but she needs to stop playing games with me.
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Anyways also today - my license had expired so I needed to go the DMV. Normally, I would have taken buses but today I took an uber because my time is more valuable and I know I’ll make the money back another way. This feels like a whole change in my relationship with money. I can actually see my scarity mindset going away and abundance mindset weaving in. Ended up going to an express DMV and surprisingly it went by super fast and was able to make it back before my meetings.
Came home and had a bunch of meetings, and then the meeting with my coworker.
Overall, today’s energy was don’t fuck with me. I kind of let go of the overthinking.
After work, I went to do some returns and needed to get some things from Walmart. lol not having the ability to drive for 3 days really got me appreciative of even driving freedom. It really is the little things we take for granted sometimes.
On my errand run lolol I saw that the “arrange” guy liked my newest picture that I posted it on IG. And i know that chapter is done but just needed to feel something lol. Feel like I’ve been single for way too long at this point, but a little attention couldn’t hurt anybody.
My friends from SF aren’t coming anymore cause they’re sick in India, so change of plans for this weekend, but honestly I don’t mind it.
9/10 - Good day overall I would say and going to bed in peace
Intuiton - As long as I’m authentic, I’ll always win
