3/21 - going to cry
Feel like today was my first “I did” moment to the point there is no going back.
Even though I slept at 4:30am, I still woke up at 8am and figure out the caption for today’s post. I no longer wanted to make excuses. Sleep can always be recovered. So I did it. I posted.
And honestly, I immediately started crying because I finally did it. My first piece of meaningful content. I could really feel the energy and audacity through my post. You could tell that I no longer gave a fuck. And people started messaging me and commenting on how much it meant to them. That’s how I know people needed to hear this and my intuition was right all along. My authenticity, my go-getterness, and everything this post embodied is literally my purpose.
And I’m just getting started.
I also realized that the content that I need to post is everything that I’m insecure about. Because that’s what everyone else is feeling too, so I made a list.
And also got inspiration to write about the “truth behind why marketers don’t have a huge following” and inspiration for a work post.
Ngl though I was so caught up with this whole posting thing that I kind of didn’t have energy to work, so going to need to work on the weekend, but it’s okay.
My friend came over again, and we just got pizza and watched “picture this”. Felt like a cute way to celebrate/relax.
10/10 - Literally the most meaningful day for me in a such a long time.
Intuiton - I’m sooooo proud of myself, and I just need to keep going. The universe has my back.