10/9 - Love where I’m at

I didn’t end up going to the gym today but I did end up getting my fitness in with a walk and Garba. I also reached another fitness weight goal, so felt happy about that!

While I was driving to the Garba, I genuinely just felt so greatful and just so internally happy. Like I actually love where I’m at in life right now. I’m genuinely happy being single. And for the first time in life, I don’t feel lonely. My presence is truely feeling that void. I don’t feel like oh Facetiming a boyfriend right now would be better or if I went to dinner with a boyfriend that would be better. I actually love doing things by myself now and have wayyy more fun than I do with a guy.

Although I know there’s still a couple of triggers/trauma points I need to work on, there’s nothing that makes feel like I’m missing out on anything. I’m right where I’m supposed to be. And this is what’s bringing even more trust for the universe. I genuinely know my person is close. I can feel it in my bones. And I know they’ll come to me at the right time, and until then I’m not in a hurry. I’m having the time of my life. And I know the memories I make while I’m alone right now is something i’ll cherish for life. Because I won’t feel like I didn’t get time to discover myself. This time right now IS me discovering myself and I love it.

9/10 - Feeling super grateful for my life