10/12 - anxiety and sleep deprivation

Last night:

My goal was to go to sleep but I just feel super overwhelmed with work. And literally for no absolute reason. So just need to write my thoughts down.

Idk why but I care so much. And idk why no one else cares this much. But I guess that’s what makes me perfect for the job.

I have sooo many ideas: trending IG posts, the newsletter series, just so much.

But I feel like I need to be putting that same amount of energy in my own stuff not work.

That’s how I know I have it all within me to start my own stuff. It’s because I care.

Also, idk why I’m super stressed out right now. I deadass just want to take tynenol and go to sleep.

It’ll all workout.

Today:

I woke up and got ready to go to a baby shower! It was great but I’m honestly just exhausted. I need sleep. And I need to reflect, there’s a lot of trauma that needs to be uncovered right now but I’m just too tired.

it’s 7pm, so I’m going to attempt to go to sleep