11/24 - Boundaries with friends

Overall, I would say today was a lot of self-care with hair. Have been trying to experiment with have the dyson curls stay.

After that, had a full day planned with my college friends. We went to puppy yoga, dinner, and then a christmas bar afterwards.

The puppy yoga was very cute, honestly brought back why I really need to get a puppy. Genuinely think it would just add a lot of love into my family, so need to think about that again. At first, I was thinking after Diwali, but now that I’m going to SF for a week, I don’t want the puppy to be alone with my mom so soon.

And then randomly I was like I should take my mom to SF soon too. Idk if it’s going to be in December or Jan, but most likely after that. So now it’s up in the air on when I’m getting a puppy.

Dinner was good, but my salad was super salty.

And then frosty’s was okay. It wasn’t that packed today so it was kind of dry but we had our own fun with the pole in the basement.

Overall, it was a good night but these are the friends that I almost see once every six months and kind of keep at a distance. It’s a little more than a platonic friendship but nothing where I need them to live.

They’re not that giving. And that to me is what has kept me at a distance with them. They stop my giving side because I feel like I’m constantly taken advantage of to the point where at times, I’ve actually thought of breaking the friendship. And I think I have slowly where from hanging out every month to now every six months.

Idk if me just dealing with slightly being taken advantage of keeps me in a “nice” loop. A loop where I refuse to take shit from anyone. Idk if they’re hindering my growth.

7/10 - Good day but not heartful day

Intuition - I need to cut them off.