12/1 - Full circle
Public speaking and just being confident in front of the camera is part of my vision board for 2024/2025. Saying 2024 too because we still officially have a month. A lot can happen in a month, and I don’t want to disregard it.
Anyway, I feel like everything is coming back at a full circle. My friend N’s sister Facetimed me today to ask for relationship advice. That’s literally been a theme lately, where I just give everyone relationship advice. Anyways, her guy is exactly like J where he gaslight, withdraw emotionally, and so much more. And it literally brought back on my power to know I was never in the wrong. This man literally was so cruel, he basically took my emotional independence away by using my own words against me and creating dependencies, showed me a world where all my dreams are accomplished, and presented himself as my person only to start withdrawing slowly by gaslighting and making it all seem like it was my fault. After hearing her story and literally telling her exactly what to do to break free. I’m soooo proud of myself and so disgusted because these men exist and they are the ones that have the most innocent front, so no one could see this coming. Literally the worst.
With my job, inner work, and even what people come to me for.. I genuinely feel like my calling has something to do with helping people heal in relationships. It goes back to the “everyone has something important to share that someone in the world needs to hear to be served” and mine just time and time again comes to this.
Today also solidified I was never the crazy one, which I did question time and time again.
Besides that mom and I had a cute lunch session, where we basically made lunch together. It felt like we finally got our Thanksgiving meal making Dabeli’s together.
I alsooo am so proud of myself for changing out my car cabin and engine filters out using Youtube. With girl math, I basically saved $200 - $300 dollars. It was slightly hard and I broke a couple of nails but proud that I did it all by myself. Now I can say I know how to change filters.
Watched a Christmas movie as well and got all my 15k steps in too. It felt like a super long but productive day overall.
10/10 - Felt proud of myself
Intuition - I did nothing wrong. I was put in that relationship to learn my final lessons of self worth and mainly to learn that no one can fulfill my dreams but myself.
