12/11 - Relief

Honestly, today I just lived without overthinking. Work was sooo much fun and it just made me grateful to be able to love my work culture despite any ups and downs. I still am overall happy.

Even during my all-hands meeting, how I presented today was like a whole new level of confidence. Normally, I write down everything and still stutter or just the delivery isn’t as sharp. Today the delivery was sharp.

Again, it’s crazy how it almost just feels like I got everything out of nowhere. The confidence, the body goals, the self-worth, the new aura but it’s all been like 4 months of continuous working on myself. Even though I’m the one that went through it, it’s shocking to me too to see the incline in my graph, but again it was slow steps. Even the weight was like 1 pound a week and months of disclipe but it really feels like I lost 25 pounds out of nowhere. Which makes me even happier to know I documented it all here.

Anyways, after all hands, we worked a bit and went mini golfing. The music was so good and everyone was so lit that mini-golfing was so much fun. And then we went to another bar before going to dinner. At that bar, I got non-alcoholic beer. Tasted the same as regular beer. It’s crazy how alcoholic and non-alcoholic stuff tastes the same now days.

Dinner was so much fun too, literally ate so much. But it was fun, we went to Palette Tea House.

The new girl also wasn’t at work today, so it felt like I was just being me instead of focusing on being someone’s boss.

10/10 - Had tons of fun

Intuition - I’m right where I’m supposed to be and no one can replace me because I’m me.