12/13 - flirty & feminine

With the boost in self confidence and self worth, I think I’m actually ready to get back out there. I don’t feel insecure anymore on what the person might think of me or if they like me or not. All I care about is if I like them and I just continue moving the way I want to move. I don’t feel like I need to impress them.

That being said, we had a guest come into work today. He was someone I worked with for my marketing stuff and he’s a bit younger than me but I was just so tapped into my feminine energy that I was just bantering with him and almost kind of flirting. I just didn’t care of what he thought, I was just having fun.

After work, I went to my friend’s holiday party before my own holiday party and again was flirting with a guy there too. For no absolute reason, was just having fun to the point where my aura was careless too.

After her party, I went to my own holiday party and that was more wholesome. My funny coworker wasn’t there so it was just chill and less wild than the Palette Tea House day. Lol he’s the one that creates the entertainment.

Anyways, and then after my holiday party, my coworker that just had a kid drove me home, so got a chance to catch up with him and tell him how proud I have of him. We gave him our gifts earlier and took our Christmas pictures.

After that lololol I came back to my friend’s place and touched up to go out to the club. The was going to be my first time going to the club sober, so wanted to see how that would feel. At times it was kind of boring, but the lights and just good songs brought my energy up and I just had fun.

8/10 - Very busy day, my social battery is kind of drained but heart and soul is happy

Intuition - I think I am ready to put myself out there again. Especially now that I’m in a place where I just have fun without any expectations, which was never the case before.