12/16 - Finding my routine again

I’m back to Chicago and after a whole week of being semi-off on my routine and living like a peasant. It feels good to be back. I feel like I got what I wanted a couple of months ago of being able to travel to hang out with friends, feeling young and partying but also still being in my wholesome era and at that time it kind of just felt like both my personalities were conflicting. The party girl in me and the girl that wanted to evolve and grow. But I figured it out at least for the time being.

This week, I did on and off days of eating healthy and not, so I was still on track with my fitness goals. I brushed everyday except one day, but didn’t take off my makeup some nights. And I only did gua sha one night. So was I completely on track? no really. But I did try my best and still let loose to have fun.

As far as having fun and going out, I did go out 2 nights in a row. I didn’t drink at all but I did take an edible for Santa Con so still had fun, while sticking to my no drinking rule. If anything, I feel like I saved a lot of money by not drinking too.

So overall, verdict was that I didn’t just forget about my goals and still felt committed and on track but let myself have fun in moderation. Which is something I didn’t know how to a couple of months ago.

This SF trip also felt like a good closure to 2024.

Besides that, my routine was a bit off today so barely worked and just felt super sleepy and a bit jet lagged.

On the other note, I feel like I can’t concentrate without something else. It literally took me like a hour to write this journal entry cause I kept getting distracted until I just decided to play some background music.

9/10 - Just feel happy to be in my bed and my space.

Intuition - I need to stay positive, and stick to my routine. I have great things coming in store for me.