12/27 - Creating my own motivation
I’ve always struggled with priortizing my own stuff. I feel like I always push it back, but like I’ve mentioned before, when it comes to work deadlines I’m so on top of it. So it’s definitely not that I don’t have it in me to get things done, it’s just that I don’t feel motivated enough.
A while ago I saw a Ted talk that kind of changed my perspective. The person said everyone on this earth has a message to share, and it’s your responsibility to share that message. So everytime you’re speaking, don’t think you’re doing yourself a favor, think of it as doing them a favor or that you’re helping someone and that’s where you’ll get the motivation. He made the video to bring a point that he had a message to share and that’s exactly what he did. That video changed so many people’s perspective and is one of the top Ted Talks.
So today, I was like I’m not creating my healing series for myself. If the universe is directing me towards this it’s because there is someone in this world that is waiting to recieve this content, and it’s my job to create it for them. If I can change even one person’s perspective and help them on their healing journey, I know it’ll all be worth it. And what motivated even more is that I already have! I’ve helped two friends already with everything I’ve learned and that too without putting it on paper. Imagine how many more I can help. I also made a promise to myself that I was going to do it this year. So I need to. I must. And I can.
Another thing I just realized today after talking to my friend is that the reason why she hasn’t found her person is because she has stuff she wants to accomplish before finding that person. That’s how her life is supposed to go. She’s meant to achieve it all alone.
And the question I’ve been looking for just hit me, on when I need to start dating again. I’m meant to accomplish my dreams on my own. So focusing on them won’t push my timeline of finding someone further, it’ll actually push it closer. Because I know the highest version of me will be proud when I look back on everything I’ve achieved. Therefore, I actually need to go full force on making my dreams come true if I also want to find someone.
That’s another reason for the motivation to finish my healing series. The further I push it, the further I’m pushing being my highest self because I know the highest version of myself is a successful woman.
On that note, today was another day of following my schedule to get everything on my routine done.
9/10 - The routine game and mindset is going strong
Intuition - I will finally finish my healing series. I’m so close and have 3 more hours to go.
Update - I DID FINISH IT AT 11:30pm! It still needs to be refined a bit, which I’ll do tomorrow. BUT I DID IT! I got it done to the point I wanted to get it done to. Super proud of myself.
