1/13 - Made a biodata

Today started off a bit worried, but as the day went on it got much better. I decided to sleep in after dropping mom off to work and just felt drained.

I’ve still been worried sick to my stomach about some things. Mom’s friend came over so we were hanging with her for a bit, and then I worked. Lately I’ve been in my idgaf era. Idk what it is.. I just speak my heart and almost just want to clear the air with everyone in my life. Like I literally don’t want beef or negative energy. I want to clear the air, be there for people, and just live peacefully.

I’m stepping into my mature era.

on the other note, lolol she said I was getting glowlier. 3 people said that to within a 2 day span. Maybe the more I embrace myself, the more I’m getting a golden glow? Idk, but I’m here for it.

And then at night lmfaoooooooo my mom and I went to my old neighbor’s dadas house to make me a biodata and look at my birth chart. I’m the one that told my mom. I literally do not want to put effort in finding anyone. That’s how over it I am. I just want to live my life, work on myself, and chill. I will not longer chase. I will simply attract. Plus, I’m still going to date the person. But like lol I would rather have people that are vetted by their parents come to me. Lifts the pressure off of me, and then I just focus on if I like the person or not.

So yeah… never thought this day would come but I guess I’m waiting for my person to come to me.

Apparently, even my birth chart says that someone will introduce me to my person. I won’t find my person on my own. lmfao every better. I don’t gotta worry or do anything. Just need to wait.

The older I’ve gotten, the more I’ve actually started believing in birth charts. Mainly because it gives me hope and helps me think more positive knowing there’s an external force rooting for me. Haha especially because it does say I’m going to get rich. So I use that as a way to motivate myself that it’s literally in my destiny. It will happen.

And the whole not needing to find someone also helps me operate in a mindset of abundance instead of fear or lack.

8/10 - Today started off a bit rough but ended it being more excited that at least I don’t need to do anything to find my person.

Intuition - I just need to continue to do what I’m doing right now. Just need to continue staying focused and positive.