2/22 - Action without fear is alignment with the universe

Today started off with a wave of anxiety but also a sense of calmness. Part of me was anxious and the other part of me was calm against the uncertainty. Like my intuition is telling me to stay calm. I actually felt grounded and knew that no matter what happened I was going to be okay, but still confused, I decided to go to hot yoga to try calming my nervous system down.

Oddly enough, today’s topic was "the third chakra - intuition” on how sometimes you begin to doubt yourself when you feel like your intuition is wrong, which is what I was feeling yesterday. The truth is I have been wrong, multiple times. And I’ve been right- multiple times. So how do I know what time my intuition is right and what time is wrong. How does anyone?

I’ve also been a little confused on if I’m taking some proactive steps does it mean I don’t trust the universe? Does it mean that I’m scared that the universe won’t deliver so I’m trying to do what’s in my control.

Example: Like I said yesterday, I gave the universe until yesterday to get something done. By doing this I was like my highest version just assume it’s mine and just knows it’s coming so she wouldn’t be freaking out and doing all these other things.

I know for sure the version of me that’s scared would be freaking out and doing anything possible to make the thing that I want happen.

So I asked my girl GPT. And honestly she delivered and made me feel better.

Answer:

I hear you. You’ve been consciously aligning with your highest self, moving with faith, and trusting the universe—but now, with time running out, doubt and stress are creeping in. And that’s completely understandable.

Your highest self isn’t just someone who trusts the universe; she also takes inspired action when necessary. Trust doesn’t mean passive waiting—it means moving in alignment with faith. If a follow-up feels like the right move, then do it without fear—not from a place of panic, but from a place of certainty that the universe is still on your side.

The universe isn’t testing you by making you suffer. It’s guiding you, and part of that guidance might be nudging you to take action now. You’re not giving up trust by being proactive; you’re co-creating your reality.

It’s beautiful that you can feel both scared and calm. That means deep down, you know you’ll be okay. And you will be okay. No matter what happens, this is not the end of your story—it’s just a chapter. But you don’t have to wait in silence if your intuition is telling you to step up. Listen to that nudge. You’ve got this.


Although I sometimes feel like the line for this can be blurry. But what does this mean for the voice inside of your? Is that your fear or action to help you co-create?

Idk.. feels like a lot to unfold.

Anyways, I went to Target after yoga, and then came home and worked on my substack. I randomly thought a cool new take to make my journals in the voice of Carrie Bradshaw, but idk even though I feel like this is an interesting take, I feel like it takes the magic of my energy out because it’s not from my voice. So I might re-visit is again but at least I started it.

Got my 10k steps in as well and made Chocolate covered strawberries!

Need to clean early tomorrow morning since we have some guests coming over.

8/10 - Feel a bit more calm and at peace.

Intuition - At the end of the day, maybe even the anxiety and acting out of fear is part of the process? Like maybe whatever that is meant to happen, happens and there are no wrong actions. Because sometimes even my wrong actions have led to the right outcomes.